*_______*

it's tomorrow..
the big day is tomorrow!!!
I'm going to face national final exams!!! DDDDX
I'm so excited yet so nervous xD
but more to excited
and knowing a long holiday is waiting 3 weeks or so ahead
yay!! holiday xD

and anyway, I won't be online that often anymore u___u
I have to study etc, so yeah...
but I'll try my best to be able to be online again xDDD

about manga

yesterday when I had a chat with itin obaa-chan, I showed her my drawings...
(did I already post it?? I forgot *____*)
yup, she asked me to work as a mangaka or whatever related to it in the future and I was like...
EEEEHHHHHHHH?!?! xDDDDD
you don't know how lazy I am,,
having a lot of ideas and plots inside my head, but I failed to make even a story U___U
but well, I'd made Ragnarok doujinshi a long time ago, dunno if that's counted xD

anyway, I just made a 4 page manga
yeah, I know that short, but finally I made something lol~
and today one of my best friend read it and she kept bugging me with a lot of question
"where's the male char?! what happened to them before? what will happen next?"
I can't answer =________________="
xDDDDDDDDD
but then she asked me to make the complete version of the story
oh man, I have to kick the lazy ass of mine and get to work xD
I don't know, I was excited for this time,
but really dunno what will happened next, whether I'll seriously make the complete version of it or stop again in the middle U____U
*somewhat it's frustrating* xDD

and lol~
it's around 96 hours to the final exams
but I'm busy with anything else beside study and concentrate on the exams xD
I really can't understand myself right now lol~

what am I doing?

it less then a week towards the final exams...
I mean a really final exams,,
but what am I thinking?
I just applying to took the challenge from jmusic50 in LJ to make 50 icons of Wataru
it's great if I made that after the exams, but...
I was making it till midnight on the day and time when I should be studying and working hard to prepare for the exams xD

I really can't understand myself sometimes... *sighs*

fufufufufu~

I'm promoting 12012 on my blog now xDDD

thanks to shinoryu for once she made an entry about 12012 blog parts
now I'm using it too~
thank you~ if you didn't make that entry I wouldn't know that blog part does exist xD

and lol~ Yuusuke!
I love your entry for Tooru's birthday xD
even though you just write おめでとう。but that's totally meaningful
simple, short, and meaningful
*singkat, padat, dan jelas? xDDDDDDDD*

Happy Easter~

Happy Easter minna-san~
a little thing for Easter

lol~ a picture I made one year ago?
I forgot~
I only gave this to my friendster's friends last year
*coz i dunno where to post this*
but now I use it for Easter~
anyway, it's chibi Hiroto from alice9, but it doesn't look like him anyway xD



oh~ I also get this!!
I don't want to eat this,, it's too beautiful,,
but my friends said this cake is delicious

oh and~
arigatou Itin obaachan~~ xDDD
thanks for the birthday present, even though my birthday already past few months ago lol~
I'm still thinking whether I should post the pic of your present or no,, hmmm
you tell me later on~
but I really love it!!!
arigatou nee-chan~ oops,, baa-chan xD

and so for this Easter~
I still have these two lazy Easter (??) bunnies
their jobs were sleeping and waiting for their next meal...
=_=



they grew bigger and bigger
and they're become even more and more adorable xDDDD
I just love them ^^~ <3

enough babbling
Happy Easter~ xDDD

p.s: please don't steal my drawing k? xD
you may take it but please don't go repost it again and claim it as yours~
*is anyone willing to take it anyway?* xDD
arigatou, I really appreciate that xD

D.N.Angel

I didn't realize that this manga was updated on the net DX
I waited for the next tankoubon patiently,,
I thought it won't be released anymore TT________TT
but it was updated in manga scan!! xDDDDDDDDD
yay~
so I told my bro "hey it was updated!!!"
and he said "I know for so long ago,,"
me: "WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME!!"
bro: "I forgot which chapter was the last one... hahahah"
I don't understand though
but why didn't you tell me!?!?!? DDDDX

anyway~ glad to know it's still continuing
I'm too sleepy and can't continue reading.. xD
just continue tomorrow... xD

full metal alchemist a.k.a hagaren no renkinjutsushi

thanks to shinoryu for telling me that Hagaren was being remade xD
*thanks God!! they remake it xDD*
but I can't understand what they're saying!!! xDDD
*headdesk*
subtitles anyone?? *puppy's eyes*

anyway~
the manga was updated!!!
*squeal*
Mustang and Hawkeye are so cool~ and so is Havoc!!
*squeal again*
xDDDDD

but yesterday when i was surfing through the net, I found that people are pairing Mustang and Havoc as Yaoi couple
not that I mind anyone make yaoi or fanfic,,
but this couple makes me goes "OHNOES!!! YOU CAN"T DO THAT!!"
coz Mustang and Hawkeye are meant to be together!!
just give Havoc to me!!!
*wtf!?!?* xDDDDD
but I don't really mind afterall,,
it's just my stupid spontaneous brain that worked silly all of a sudden xDDDD

p.s: I want the new chapter of hagaren ASAP!! ><

otanjoubi omedeto~

Tooru-kun!!
Happy Birthday~~ xDDDDD
hope you'll get more success on the days forward~
(and so will 12012~) ^^~

I'll make something for you later on, since I got my new monitor already~
bwahahahah~
*play with photoshop~*

anyway~ for anyone that drop by my blog,, so sorry for the inconvenience
I'm fixing my layout right now,, hope it didn't turn out so bad
and I got a cbox~ yay~~~ xDDD
saa~ I'll continue with my blogger xD

@_____@

it's been a while since I'm not active on my blogger,,
now it became so damn confusing since it had a lot more new feature
guess I have to get used to it xD

and for real
I NEED HOLIDAYS!!!!!
and for real
I NEED MY FREAKING NEW MONITOR!!! WHERE"S MY MONITOR?!?!?!
DDDDDDDDX

I'm kinda bored with the layouts I used for some acc I have...
I wanna change them, but with this monitor?
photoshop is so far from possible... xDDDDD

but yeah, 2 weeks ahead to the final exams...
*doki-doki* xDDDD
I really got less time to do anything... T_T
I really want a holiday... a long one... I'll get it anyway after all the final exams XDDD
it's kinda worth for having around 4-5 months of holiday after all the hard work
I'm waiting forward to that day that I can finally shouted:

HOLIDAY FINALLY!!!

but I'm not there yet TT________TT

reptile! >_<

You Are a Crocodile

You are incredibly wise and knowledgeable. In fact, your wisdom is so deep that it sometimes consumes you. People are intrigued by you, but you find few people intriguing. You are not a very social creature. You are cunning. You enjoy deceiving people a little. You are able to find balance in your life, and you can survive anything.

What Reptile Are You?

I can't say I hate this... since Kai liked crocodile/aligator
should I hate it, or should I like it? xD

will he find me? xDDDD

Your True Love Will Maybe Find You

But it's going to be tough! You're not really around to find. You really need to get yourself out there if you're expecting to find love. Go somewhere (anywhere!) new from time to time. Or if you're really shy - at least join a dating site.

Will Your True Love Find You?

p.s: I don't really care bout the result... he'll find me eventually xDDD
again, I posted this because I think the cat is kinda cute too lol~

(is that a cat anyway? xD)

as a herb...

You Are Mint

You are a honest person with a strong personality. Your frank point of view is refreshing. You've been quite lucky in your life, though you have made more of your own luck than you realize. You are engaging and disarming. You definitely have the "gift of gab!" You live an edgy, dynamic life. Sometimes you get a little burned, but you always bounce back.

What Herb Are You?

p.s: I really got nothing to do xDDDDDDDD

my ego...

Your Ego is Medium

You have what psychologists would call a healthy ego. You have high self esteem, but you don't think too highly of yourself. You believe in yourself, but you are also able to believe in others. You know how to put your ego in check and let someone else take the reins.

How Big Is Your Ego?

p.s: I posted this result because I think the cat is kinda cute lol xDDDD

save the earth

minna-san~~~ xDDDD
it's been a while... I don't know if there's someone come to this blog anyway *scratch head*
anyway~
don't forget to turn off the light and electricity from 8.30 PM until 9.30 PM 'k~
it's only an hour but you'll definitely save the earth and make it a better place for living ^^~
and also you won't get suffocated or died just for living without electricity for an hour xD
you'll survive~ believe me xD so let's participate ne

ps: miss my blog so much,, *hugs*

the cute little cat~

yesterday as I promised, I'll show you the cat I got from san-san~
here it is~~~


it's sleeping~


and this picture



it's scratching~ XDD
and when I was watching mirotic, this cat was on san-san's PC too
and then suddenly...
it crawled on Jae Jong's body (on his particular body part you know where XDDD)
and then... *scratched*
I was laughing so loud along with her!!
it was a perfect timing,, I dunno why XDDD
but it was epic though.. X3
*aw! pervy mind!! XD*

late, very late

happy birthday to Ruki on the 1st of February~
and Yun Ho on the 6th of February~
and I juz realized,,
I didn't say happy birthday for Xiah,, did I??
anyway XDDDDD
happy birthday for you too Xiah,, on the December 15th XD
it's so late~
but... XDDD better late than not at all~

yesterday...~

yesterday I went to san-san's home XD
we were supposed to do a school assignment but at the end we watch DBSK PV
XDDDDDDDDD
a lot of fangirling happened yesterday~
ufufuffuufu~
but glad we half finished the assignment >3
it's half way done and then we watched Laruku XDDD
it was the 4 of us, but it felt like a dozen fangirl squeal XDDDDD

anyway, yesterday I just taught my mom how to use MSN n YM
so don't be shocked when it was my mom who is online

XDDDDDDDD

oh~ I also took a virtual PC cat from san-san~
it's cute
I'll post it tomorrow~
>3

air gear

I just started reading this manga last night...
It's Air Gear

I still remembered when I watched it on a local TV broadcast while eating instant noodle XDD
(yesterday it broadcast Pokemon the movie! the Pokemon are cutes!!! I dun remember the name though XD)
it's a good manga
I haven't read this manga yet,, so now I'm going to catch up about 200 or so chapter
ganbarimasho~

hahahahaha~

yesterday we haven't received any kind of news from my bro
my mom and dad became so damn worry
they came inside my room like every one hour
I'm in the middle of reading my manga scan XDDD
finally, I decided to log in using my bro's YM
I tried the password randomly and it works -_-"
so I asked one of his friend whether he knew or no
and he seemed scared or thought I was faking blah blah blah
he suddenly off... I was like =_="
and my mom was like o_O
XDDDDDDDDD

anyway, finally I slept at 12 am,,
and my bro was online at 12.30
I didn't notice it, sinceI slept while my WMP still playing
so when it was morning (I woke up late XD) I just saw the message on my MSN
my mom came and say "Why didn't you tell me?"
I still half awake and I say "I dun even know!!!" (as if I felt accused XD)

just now he sent me a message from his new cellphone number
it's damn expensive even when I sent a short message to him =_="

my big bro...

...had left to Germany yesterday...
jya matta ne onii-chan!
hope you'll be okay! XD
sukses ya!! awas ga bawa oleh" pas pulang ntar!! XD

so yesterday I skip school so I can go to SHI airport,,
I only say bye bye to nii-chan,, he'll be there for quite long time...
I did not cry, but I admit I almost cry
that is why I don't want to hug you!!
after that, I walk around the airport and eat Dunkin Donuts XDDD
I didn't drink the coffee though...
and then I took some pic...



this is a Japanese restaurant, Sakana


I only took some picture,
coz after my bro is inside the plane, we went home

at night, my mom said that she's missing something as my bro left our house...
hey mom, he'll be back soon
otherwise, you can use the PC and chat with him XD

anyway~
I'm eating the bluberry chesscake he bought for me 1 day before he go
it's delicious~
arigatou nii-chan~ XD
*munch munch~ eating like rilakkuma XDDD*

my tooth...

it happened a few days ago
I forgot to post it coz 12012's new single caught my attention a lot XD
erm... one of my tooth broke
it's hard to describe...
so half still attached on the gum... and half of it is not inside my mouth anymore XD
yeah something like that...
good thing I didn't swallow it XD
oh yeah,,
since my tooth broke, my head started to hurt so bad (until now!!)
is it somehow related??
I dunno,, maybe I should go to see a dentist... hmmm

anyway eiga_risti is screaming about Byou on my MSN right now...
=__________="
I think she's going to be one of Byou's fans...
hahahahahahaah~

yaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy~~~~~

thank you Sinoryu for uploading As in mediafire!!
*hugs hugs hugs!!!*
now I'm downloading the single X3
yet now my internet connection is the one who against me...
it works sooooo slooooooooooowww~

but that doesn't matter,,
I can wait... X)

domo arigatou Shinoryu!!! XD

Mirotic

I was looking for 12012's stuffs in a CD store nearby
I was hoping so much since once I saw GazettE's single (as far as I remembered it was regret and hyena) is sold here
but nevertheless I didn't found it ;A;

but instead of finding 12012's stuff,
I found the other~

it was DBSK's 4th album MIROTIC
I got you~ under my skin~
*do the Mirotic dance*
XDDDDDDDDD
and also the Japanese album if I'm not mistaken,, the beautiful you...
correct me if I'm wrong *_*

it's cool, but I didn't buy it though...
but I kinda regret it now...
ah, I'm so confused... XDDDD

DDDX

it made me wanna cry some more!!
the As PV has been uploaded!
and YES, that's absolutely right!!!
it was uploaded from megaupload and I CAN'T DOWNLOAD IT!!!

why oh why~~~
TTATT

TT___________TT

finally, the 'As' single by 12012 has been uploaded...
that's great, but...
it was uploaded in megaupload...
and...

I can't download it!!! *head desk*

it's always been like that!!
I can't download anything from megaupload!!
why why WHY!?!?!!??!
TTATT

I haven't listened to the single, I could only hear the ripped version of As..
thanks to an LJ user who uploaded it,, real thanks! X3
still,, I wanna hear the full single
TT______________TT

megaupload,, please stop being against me... ;A;

wataru,,

I like his new hair style!! ><
I'm not talking bout As PV's hair style,, I'm talking bout the 1 from 'music fighter'
(thanks to Shinoryu from LJ for uploading it X3)
I think it's cute~ XDDDDDDDDD
I know, in As PV Wataru looks absolutely cool~
but somehow I also like this one XD

this is so random *_*
XDDD
still I'm questioning... am I the only one who like Wataru's new hair style?? <_<
and in that music fighter... was Gacchan sleeping!?! XDD
but he did a good rap anyway X3

man, this is totally random!! XD

happy happy happy~ X3

I know it's late!!
why am I always late?!!!?! ;A;
so anyway!
I really love to say:



1.Happy birthday Aoi-san!!
I know it's totally late DX
6 days had pass, but still I really loved to say it XD
otanjoubi omedeto!!

2. Happy birthday daitalover a.k.a tante cethoel!!! XDDD
selamat ulang tahun!!
XDDDDDDD
biar makin jayuzlah dirimu XDD
panjang umur n sehat selalu~
wish all the happiness follow you everywhere XD
happy birthday!

3. Happy Chinese New Year!!
may all the prosperity fill this year!!! X3
and happy holiday too XDDD

XDDDDDDDD

my coffee adventure continues~
this time is starbucks~



believe it or not, this is my very first time on tasting starbucks's cappucino
XDDDDDDDD
my brother bought it for me, and he bought frappucino for himself
and my brother took the wrong straw for my hot cappucino
glad we haven't come out from starbucks yet, so I changed the straw XDDD
it's good enough, but I liked coffee bean's cappucino better~
everyone's got their own opinion anyway,, XD

bring MIYAVI here!!!

For all Miyavi's fans wherever you are (especially in Indonesia!!),

I have just read and signed the petition: "BRING MIYAVI TO INDONESIA !".

Please take a moment to read about this important issue, and join me in signing the petition. It takes just 30 seconds, but can truly make a difference. We are trying to reach 2000 signatures - please sign here: http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/bringmiyavitoindonesia

Once you have signed, you can help even more by asking your friends and family to sign as well.


Please!!! pretty pretty please!!! help us to sign the petition!! I wanna see Miyavi!!
XDDDDD

You Should Date A Japanese Guy!

You're an interesting blend of traditional and modern And a Japanese guy is likely to be on your wavelength Maybe you'll show your love by dying your hair the same color Or get married in a traditional white kimono!

Which Foreign Guy Should You Date?

12012 new PV!!

new PV: As!!!
yay!!

I really like it!
both song and PV
I really love to see how Tooru beat his drum
totally cool, and black hair really suits him best! ^^b

but is it just me??
I somehow found this song almost alike with Shine, their old song
but whatever! I love it! XD

12012 rocks!!!

new LJ layout!!

yaaaay~~
finally I've changed my LJ layout~
it was postponed for a long time ago XDDDDD
and Harusaki Sentimental, a song from Plastic Tree really inspired me
I really love the song~
and in the PV, I found it funny when Ryutaro looked exactly like Miku from ancafe XDDDDDDDD

I'm so happy
my LJ theme is dark bitter chocolate, again!
I'm really obsessed with this color theme~

ah random babbling XD

I'm so tagged!! XDDD

Instruction: According to your age, list down the number of things that most people dont know about you. And then tag 5 people.

1. I used to collect anime pictures a lot
2. I lost track of Laruku's update
3. I still like Yun Ho from DBSK
4. I collected comics till the end of its story even though I don't like the story (and I read them half heartedly)
5. I love to make a coffee adventure~ tasting each cappuchino from each coffee store
6. I love chou-chou, rex, and emily,yet I sometimes forget to feed them DDDX
7. I use to chat from class using e-buddy (with popo) XDDDD but now no more do that. have to study hard!
8. I named the big pinky doggy doll from my brother Yuta
9. I called my PC along with -san (PC-san~~~)
10. I sleep a lot,, especially on holidays that I sometimes think that I am hibernating like a bear XDDD
11. not a fluent English speaker... *_*
12. I'm a nocturnal person,, sometimes you still found me online at dawn or pass midnight XD
13. since listening to Harusaki sentimental, I have the urge to change my LJ layouts which will be featuring plastic tree (I'm half way done)
14. I draw manga a lot at school... I mean while the teacher teachs (gomen sensei!!!)
15. I can't draw chibi well
16. I cried while reading some parts of Gash Bell manga
17. I lost my writing mood, yet there's a bunch of idea inside my head *head desk*
18. I wanna make a doujinshi!!! yet I can't draw chibis well ;_____;

Tagging..
mut2mut
daitalover
eiga_risti
san-san
aileda

tagged!! >3

So here's the rules that you should obey if you are tagged.
1. each blogger must post this rules
2. each blogger starts with ten random facts/habbits about themselves
3. blogger that are tagged need write about their own blog their ten things and post these rules . you need to choose 5 people to get tagged and list their names .
4. don`t forget to live them comment telling them they`ve been tagged and to read your blog .

Ten Random Facts About Me.

1. I love and do appreciate arts~ >3
2. I love my family and friends for sure~
3. I'm a sleepyhead
4. I rarely study, but often got good score. miracles do happen...
5. I have 2 rabbits (chou" n rex) and 1 turtle named Emily
6. I can't stand for being around smokers... smoke makes me dizzy
7. I still don't want to create FB account, yet I'm thinking over to close my FS account
8. I like Suga Yuusuke from 12012,, and I called him Yuu-kun instead of Gacchan coz everytime I wrote Gacchan people will be mistaken me for liking Gackt
9. I wanna make manga or comic... but I'm a very lazy person...=_=
10. I'm a nocturnal person

5 Persons I Tag
1. mut2mut
2. daitalover
3. eiga_risti
4. san-san
5. aileda

tagged!! XDDDD

tagged by popo~ Wahse7en ~

NUMBER 1

1) Do you think you're hot?
I guess no XD

2) Upload a picture of yourself?


3) Why do you like the picture?
no reason, I'm juz too lazy to send another picture of mine.. X)

4) When is the last time you ate pizza?
few weeks ago XDDD

5) The last song you listened to?
Honjitsu wa seiten nari - Plastic tree,, but now I'm listening to harusaki sentimental by plastic tree too XD

6) What are you doing now besides this?
going to finish the layouts and soe abandoned works... ;___;

7) What name do you prefer besides your name?
nenek, tenyon, nyon, etc,, too many XDDD

People I tag:
mut2mut
daitalover~ XDDD
eiga_risti
san-san~
aileda

8) Who is number 1?
old friend of mine~ not that she's a grandma,, she is my best friend X)

9) Number 3 is having a relationship with?
Uruha... XDDDD

10) Say something about number 5?
iyah aja deh XDDDD

11) How about number 4?
she is my best friend,, and she's always wanted to be tagged, so i tag you now. Oh, and she's good at mimicking~ I always lol seeing her act XDDDD

12) Who is number 2?
she's my auntie, since reita is my uncle
IS A LIE
XDDDDDDDDD
no, we are friends~ aren't we?? XDDD


*there's should be the 2nd meme,, but for real I don't understand the rule
so it's better not to do it or I'll do an ammount of mistakes on doing it XD

hiatus,, TTATT

ah, my long forgotten blog...
I'm sorry blog,, *pats pats*

anyway,, it's kinda sad
my first post in this year and it's about hiatus
yeah, I'll stay on hiatus mode for the whole week,, my mom separated me from PC-san
TTATT
because I've been catching a severe head ache since few days ago,,
and mom blamed it all on my PC ;___;

so I won't be able to be online for this whole week
and anyway,, my mom just come in and scolded me *laughs with teary eyes*

so see ya next week~~~
X3