o( >o< )o

oh yeah~ lol~
forget to post this!! ><
since tuesday i was following a story retelling contest
I must retell a fairytale
on the first day,, I haven't prepare any property yet ><
so I decide to draw them,, on the same day from the morning lol~
I'm retelling about cat in boots

and I got into the semifinal~
I dunno what to tell,,
discussed it with kyouya_akai in the middle of morning... or dawn I might say
arigatou hun~ XD sorry for keeping you awake till late *_*
I finally decided the matches girl story
you know,, the girl who sells matches XD
a very sad story ;______;
I made the drawings from around 5 AM
and haven;t colored ityet, so i asked some of my friends' help XD
thank you guys for helpig me~

that day should be the semifinal
but some contestants weren't prepare yet
so the teachers decided to make that day as the final ><

I dunno bout the result~
it haven't come out yet
><

*wait patiently*

=^-^=

lately,, because I woke up way too early
I always met with some of my MSN friends at europe~
mrs. shiroyama a.k.a ahmtal (o nee-chan~~ mis you ><)
and meet kyouya_akai too~ XD
and a very old friend of mine, mutmut~
XDDDDD

ahaha~
I dunno whether it's a good habit or bad habit to wake up that early
="=

lack of update~

arrr,, so I considered this as a one month hiatus? XD
I haven't update any of my project work yet..
hmmm~
I'm hoping to finish everything on this upcoming November ><

and yeah~
forget to say on the 28th~
happy birthday Kai~ XD
sekalian ama selamat Hari Sumpah Pemuda~
and happy birthday black_fenrir XDD
uahahah~ X3

and I'm a bit confused..
guess I'll delete my friendster account later or sooner
or no.. I'm still confused ="=

and today I was sick ><
my gastric hurts so bad TTATT

and dunno~
everyday woke up around 2 or 3..
that's weird
XD

oh,, a very long babbling~
don't bother, thank you~
XDDD

yay~~~~~

Finish~
my livejournal layout is finished already~~
>_<

I think I'll just cancel my plan on editing my friendster and blog
it's too tiring
and I haven't made any birthday banner for kai
TTATT

guess it's another belated birthday present again
but at least I dun forget bout your birthday kai~ XDDD

it's a few hour before midnight~
Kai is getting older mwahahahaa~~
won't say happy birthday now, coz some people said it's not good to say happy birthday earlier before the time ><

but still~~

happy 27th birthday Kai~



ugh! kai's smile!!

*sudden nosebleed*
XDDDDDDDD

a little story from MSN...

yesterday,, or two days ago,, I forgot =_=;
I was chatting with nee-chan a.k.a mrs. shiroyama, a.k.a ahmtal
XDDDDDDDD

and then she suddenly said brb
and the next second she said b (back)

me: oh, that was fast
ahmtal: huh? what o you mean? I had been away for about 5 minutes ago...
me: hontou?!
ahmtal: yeah,, you just talking to your own self XDD
me: wait... you've been away? but you keep replying my message from 5 minutes ago...

oO"!!

I can't forget that conversation!!
she was away for 5 minutes, but on my MSN she kept on replying my message!!!
hieeeeeeee!!
that made me shiver!!!
><

aaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!

LIVEJOURNAL!!!!
WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!!
GROAAAARRR~~~

why can't you just let me uploading my userpic?!!

btw,, I'm on my way to finish my layout project for Kai's birthday tomorrow!!
I'm so remember bout it this year~
mwahhahaha
but what a pain!!!
the layout has finished yet,, but the last thing to be uploaded is oly the userpic
now I can't even connect to LJ site!!

arrrrrrrrr!!!

and yesterday too!!
I cant connect to LJ as I wanna check an LJ user, alzheimer13's entry
she's gonna post her Kai fanart
but can't connect that have to wake up at 4am to see the entry!!

grrrrrrhhh!!!
D:<

now I wanna reply her comment
but still cant connect to LJ
what do you want??!?!!!!
wanna make me angry?!!!!
hrrrr!!!

D<

bored...

I'm so bored

what to do??

what to do??

=3

oh, btw Eru is going to be hiatus,, her internet line is going down!!!

T_T

see you soon Eru,,
;_____;

ganbateh ne!!

TVXQ

ah, forget to post yesterday
Yesterday was so... *sighs*
I was still sick that I had to skip school again..
(NOOOO!!! MATH CLASS!!)

yeah~
today feel a lot better than yesterday ^^

and today I was fangirling over...

TVXQ~ lol~



today watch mirotic and purple line
purple line is the best!!
the 3 of us were squealing like fangirls XDDDDD
but it's fun though!!
Yun Ho~~~ XDDDDDDDDDD
and Chang Min is very manly now (also sexy XD)

aw,, I like them still XDD

=_=;

ohayou gzaimasu~

erm...
I think it's a very bad habit to wake up this early lately~
lol

anyway, last night the internet connection was death!
I was a bout to post some already finished request
but,, what can say?

lalalalalala~
XD

online in ebuddy for a while but then felt sleepy,
I decided to go to sleep~

and now,, almost 4AM
I'm going to post it~~~

X3

;_______;

today,,

oficially,,

I'm sick...

mwuuuuueeeeeeee (cries)

It was all started last night when I felt my stomach a bit hurt
but I thought it's going to be okay

and then go to sleep
and woke up at 3.15AM
that was insane, these few days I woke up too early with no reason
no, actually today I have,, I was editing reita's pic...

And then had a little chat with mrs. shiroyama XD
and I felt so hungry that I decided to take breakfast
I rarely took breakfast anyway,, I don't really like to eat them XD
I ate bread with milk
and then go to sleep again and while sleeping I felt my gastric is not okay
I felt nauseate and this was the result~

I cant go to school again
TTATT

I missed my math class again!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

now, I still dun feel too good anyway
but as long as I dun feel nauseate again, I'll feel better^^

good morning~

3.30AM...

so good morning everyone

*sleepy mode: on*

XDDDD

must get back to y neglected work

yosh~ ganbateh!!!

faito~ ooohhh!!!

about Wataru...

wanna call it as fangirling??
pliz do so,, XD

but this was what I feel

yesterday,, I read Ichi Ni interview translations
about 5 or so interviews
I also read Wataru-kun's interview

for real
even though he seemed so cheerful but somehow my heart really feel this way:
I wanna come to him, hug him, and say everything was okay, is okay, and gonna be okay

I dunno why I feel this way,,
weird, yes...
but somehow I can understand someone's feeling easily
but it was strange!!
I cant understand my mind either!!
why can I feel this way??
fangirling? or my feeling was right??
was something bothering Wataru?????

dunno,, *shrugs*

oh well~~~ I can only enjoy this life anyway
XDDDDD

*sings Mr. Liar by 12012* <----- this song amused me so much~

song of pain... and happiness XD

on saturday,,
arrrrrr!!!
I was totally pissed off X(

wanna write it in my blog but baka blogger dun allow me

losing almost all of my mood, I can't even my chocolate to fix it!!!
graaaaaaaaa!!!

but gladly after gazette fangirling (lol) with some of my frenz, I straightly feelin' better

and today I'm so happy
as I found a few funny things today
I lol all the day~

today is awesome!!

yesterday was AWESOME!
for real yesterdaw was SUPER AWESOME!!!
plus~ I found Kai's pic everywhere... smiling...

*sudden nosebleed*

ugh, cant continue
XD

yay~

I got lotte xylitol!!

papa bought it for me,,

but it's kinda funny coz I'm not saying anything to him and when he got home he gave me a bottle of it

now,, I'm chewing it~
*chew chew*

did he read my blog?
XD

canceled

I dun have the power to post the remaining entry

so now I'll stop posting on blog

I must do some post on LJ now

sorry for fs friends,, stil can't reply ur comment

gomen ne

m(_ _)m

forgetful mode: on

I haven't post it rite?

becoz I'm so forgetful *ironic, yes*

anyway~

this was the banner I got from jrockxstillness

I really forget to post this

thx to star_jrock for making this banner~
X3



still some post was being forgotten to be posted...

maybe I'll post it now...

*ganbateh*

LEECH PV AGAIN!

mwuuuuueeeeeeeeeeee!!

I didn't realize!!

thx to ahmtal a.k.a Mrs. Shiroyama for telling me some sekushi part from this PV

and when i saw it I was like
asdkmaw;adk;wawjdja!!!

can't barely understand my own feelings
XD

and watch it again, again, and again...

they should change this title of this PV, for real

they all are so sekushi!!
Aoi is sekushi! Kai too! Uruha too!! Ruki's voice on saying 'baby' too!!! and reita screaming part too

XDD

I dunno, but in some part I can hear reita's growling voice
his sound is so noticable~
XD

two thumbs up again for this PV
oh! and for distorted time too~
(thanks to Mrs. Shiroyama again~)

d(^0^)b

love is everywhere~

Oh, I'm so making a new layout requested by daitalover a.k.a Mrs. Reita~
XDDDDDDDDD

and of course, I must make a very special layout for her~

as for the header and icon...

mwahahahahahahah~

I'm so gonna make it with LOVE QUOTES~
yes! u din get me wrong~~ XDD

I'm on a site that provides tons of it

maybe I can took 1 or I'll be inspired and could make a new love quotes~
let juz see~~~

and don't let her see this entry

he'll torture my Kai if she read this

XDDDDDDDDDD

(LJ! distract her attention!)

leech

I dowbloaded itlike last week, but I just watch it today
due to my PC that got attacked by viruses few days ago

now my PC officially is virus free~~~
yay~ omedeto~
*claps hands*

ehem...
so really wanna say~~
nice PV!!!

Ruki's voice is so... WOW~~
two thumbs up!
d(>,<)b

.....

I.....

etto...

ran out of lotte xylitol bubble gum...

=_="

forgot to buy it...

*mentally slap myself*

o( >,< )o

ohayou gozaimasu~~~

I juz awakened from sleep
it's around 2.30 am here
now wanna scan my lovely PC
got too many virus...

weird, coz few days ago check no virus
yesterday suddenly auto check and found so many virus
=_="

now~
virus scan time~~~

hungry...

=_="


I'm...



...so hungry...

XD

greetings~
I'm aNgeL's RoCkiN' cLeaR hoLdEr~
filled with many arts...

blah blah blah~~~
XDDDDDD

ahaahahaha
I so dunno what am I doing this afternoon at school
I took this pic and straightly say "I'll post it on my blog"
but dunno what to say

anyway, this is my clear holder
it filled with my drawings and some gazette photos (cassis set)
and the pic is kinda blurry
coz the holder made it that way~
oh and the front cover was drawn by me on November 2007
it had been a year
but I already have this from October 2006 if I'm not mistaken
XD

it contains 60 clear plastic holder inside
which mean I must have at least 120 picture to fill it till full
wuuueeee??!!!
now almost half way done~
I must ganbateh!!!!!
fight oooh!!!!!

food time~

lately~~~
I'm so hooked on this thing



yes, lotte xylitol~
(gomen, blurry image. i took it when it was dark,, the light cam from my PC)
it's delicious
I have 1 empty bottle of this inside my room
and usually I always put the other 1 beside my PC
XDDDDD

and also,,
when I visited UPH the other day
I bought this coffee at that university
and it's delicious enough~
XD



oh, and I was addicted to coffee
and i know it's not good fro my health so I change my addiction into tea
but stil, i miss coffee
;____;

and a fw eeks ago,,
my grandma's older brother came and spend several days here
and he wanted to eat this

edamame~~


it's delicious too~~
XDDD

awwww~
wanna chew some xylitol~
XDDD

*chew chew*

yeah~

time went so fast ne?
it's almost December which means...

1st semester final exam!!!!!
TT______________TT

noooooooooo~~~

and then came...
around April or May...
National Final Exam!!!!!

arrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

And talking bout graduation also talking bout university day
arrrrrrrrr!!
so many things to be prepared!
-.-"

demo~~~
I'm 1 of the PIC (person in charge) for design also as vice leader for making the school year book
I'm happy I can be involved in this
I'm truly glad I can do something for the 12th grader this year~
=D
ganbateh ne! all the people involved in it^^

and also~
I dun have to take the university test
I'm so glad and feel thankful coz I got a scholarship
so I'm free from any kind of test!!!
XDDDDD
but still got to go to doctor to do a color blind test
but it's fun~

well at least some things are made me happy~
and the scholarship is made me real happy
at least I can breath for a while (so what am I doing rite now!!???)
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

1 year

It had been 1 year already since the day Tomo decided to quit from smoke
it was on his birthday Oct 7th~
so juz wanna say~
omedeto Tomo and keep up the good work
*also for reita! ganbateh! u can do it, coz Tomo can do it too ^^*

oO!!

after posting the previous entry bout belated birthday
(both in my blog an LJ)
I re-read my blog and I just remembered
I totally forgot bout miyavi!!
demo, I made the bday banner too~
sorry for being so late (and forgot bout myv)
XDDDDDD

oh, i'm so forgetful
X3

gladly, I only have two request left to be done~
yay~~ *yes pose*
but got another projects (many I supposed) to be done
*sighs*

=_="

I juz realized
my blog is...
so lack of pictures
XD

arrrrrrrrrr~
I'm gonna reply all the message and comment tomorrow~~
I'm too tired and I haven't done my homework!!
and sleep is so needed immediately
;___;

very very very belated birthdays

very late!!!
D:<>belated birthday~

hahaha
on my blog, i had owed these guys some edited pics for their birthdays
so, yeah, I juz remembered about it and decided to made and finished it today

so, real sorry and happy belated birthday for:

Shin, September 11th


Miyavi, September 14th


Bou, September 16th


Tora, September 17th


Tomo, October 7th



For the first 3
gomen, it had been 1 month m(_ _)m

and it's near Kai's birthday again
will I forget bout his birthday again like last year?
I always forget on everything bout him... how ironic ;___;

well anyway~ otanjoubi omedeto!!!

-.-"

I'm so lack on updating my own blog
why?
coz lately I'm so hooked on dorama XDDD
(I wanna watch koizora!!! ;___;)

and lately, I dunno
my days kinda hectic
I rarely online, check fs, check lj...
I dun even study well
XDDDD

well, guess time to say~
FIGHT OH!!!
XDD